Hello everyone! I know it’s been a long time since I’ve posted. I have been busy with getting back to work, getting yet another job, and starting a new business. However, I sure do miss blogging. I need this outlet. It helps me to look into God’s Word and at the same time, maybe helping someone else. So here I am…back again.
Lately I’ve been feeling alone. I’m not; I have Jesus but I just can’t get over this feeling of being alone. I think KNOW it is because I’m not sharing with a trusted sister what is going on in my head. I don’t know how many times I have said in this blog or to a group of women how important it is that we as Christians, should share our faults and failures with God and others. It helps to work through them. It helps to give a right prospective and helps to take all the emotion out of it so we can see clearly. I haven’t done that.
The truth is, my prayer life and my studying of the Word has been almost non-existent and I’m not sure where the passion went. Well —- If I were to be honest, I’ve had my head in a new business I’ve been trying to get off the ground and I’ve let my mind be absorbed in that and have given God NO TIME. Wonder why I feel the way I do. Now my passion for the Word is gone….well not completely, but it is a little like pulling teeth.
I was going to talk to my friend at church today but between Sunday School and Church, I just didn’t have the time and before I know it, she was gone and I had said nothing. I need prayer! I need the fire back! I feel horrible!
I just miss the way it used to be. I know God hasn’t changed…its me.
My friend directed me to an article she had read and thought it was awesome and wanted me to read it to see what I thought (I recommend reading it (https://www.raystedman.org/new-testament/acts/handling-dissension). Needless to say, when I finished this article I was moved. I believe the part that made me break down was this:
All we need to do is get the truth out to people. The Bible is the truth, it is the way things really are. We are living in a world ruled by illusion and fantasy where people are confused, disturbed, and upset. They feel that there is nothing certain, nothing to be trusted. Everything is a phantasmagoric cloud of uncertainty and illusion. They do not know where to turn or what to believe. The truth hits with wonderful impact upon such minds. There is an immediate awareness, as there was in Jesus’ days on Earth, that what is being said is right. There is a ring of truth conveyed. As the word of truth abounds, disciples multiply because men and women are drawn to the truth. They want to know what is right and what is real, what is honest, what is genuine.
All that is important – all that truly matters is Christ and Him crucified! Paul said:
And I, brethren, when I came to you, came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, declaring unto you the testimony of God. For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified.1 Corinthians 2:1-2
There is nothing but Christ. The answer to anything is Christ. We are so imperfect and yet He chooses us to tell others of Him. Praise the Lord! What a humbling truth.
Everything in this world is ruled by our thoughts, our feelings, and what we think is right. Yet scripture tells us:
Trust in theLordwith all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.Proverbs 3:5-6
In all our ways we should acknowledge Him – the answer is Christ!
Truth is, I have made choices and decisions without prayer, without forethought; I have just went rough shot at what “I” thought was right. When I have done this, usually, it hasn’t turned out well. I have hurt others, I’ve not followed the Lord’s leading – I leaned unto my own understanding.
BUT GOD! He restored me after much prayer and repentance! He is such a good God who allows us to stroll down our own way so that we learn. I have learned that when I am being attacked, or when I’ve made the wrong decision and things are going badly to look at what I need to do (if anything) and to learn what I need to learn as I’m going through that valley moment.
Every experience is an opportunity for growth. Whether what you are going through is something you directly created or caused or something with which you were not directly involved. When you are feeling attacked by the enemy, allow yourself a moment to rest in Jesus, pray, and to ask Him to show you what you need to learn from this experience. I believe we stay in those valley moments until we learn what He wants us to learn.
I guess what I’ve learned is this – “For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and Him crucified.”
I love y’all!
If you don’t know who Jesus is and you want to know more, go here. If you need prayer go here and myself and a group of Godly women will keep you in prayer.
That is what I’m hearing from the Lord now. Anyone who truly knows me knows how I am about being silent when I feel like “I” need to say something or “I” need to make something better. However, there are things in our lives that do not get better when we get involved.
This video has spoken volumes to me today. I hope that if God has told you to be silent and you just don’t understand why….this video will give you the answer you are seeking. It sure helped me!
I found this video while I was looking for something about making time for God. I loved how she explains different ways we can spend time with God. Our devotion time can be creative and different. As long as we are getting some time in to get filled up – it doesn’t matter how its done only that it gets done.
This was geared toward busy moms but can be applied to anyone who finds themselves with limited time because of busy schedules. Enjoy!