I Miss How It Used To Be

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Hello everyone! I know it’s been a long time since I’ve posted. I have been busy with getting back to work, getting yet another job, and starting a new business. However, I sure do miss blogging. I need this outlet. It helps me to look into God’s Word and at the same time, maybe helping someone else. So here I am…back again.

Lately I’ve been feeling alone. I’m not; I have Jesus but I just can’t get over this feeling of being alone. I think KNOW it is because I’m not sharing with a trusted sister what is going on in my head. I don’t know how many times I have said in this blog or to a group of women how important it is that we as Christians, should share our faults and failures with God and others. It helps to work through them. It helps to give a right prospective and helps to take all the emotion out of it so we can see clearly. I haven’t done that.

The truth is, my prayer life and my studying of the Word has been almost non-existent and I’m not sure where the passion went. Well —- If I were to be honest, I’ve had my head in a new business I’ve been trying to get off the ground and I’ve let my mind be absorbed in that and have given God NO TIME. Wonder why I feel the way I do. Now my passion for the Word is gone….well not completely, but it is a little like pulling teeth.

I was going to talk to my friend at church today but between Sunday School and Church, I just didn’t have the time and before I know it, she was gone and I had said nothing. I need prayer! I need the fire back! I feel horrible!

I just miss the way it used to be. I know God hasn’t changed…its me.

 

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